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Alhamdulillah

2011-12-20T10:00:00.002+08:00

I'm in love with my new template. This blog ain't going to be full of shits anymore.
Rubbed/disintegrate some shits stain already

Se-sabah

2011-12-09T15:37:00.003+08:00

Hello hello.

Going to write a quick update of me. Yes as you know I've finished my study in Foundation in Law and currently I'm jobless. I got offers tho and the salary is quite promising with the work but I turned down. I somehow find out that being at home do absolutely nothing means absolutely everything to me HA-HA. Boyfriend continues his study already, so I'M MISSING HIM EVERY-EFFING-DAY! And as for the course I picked out for my degree, I chose non-other Law, and English Communication. Don't get twisted with TESL, students from Foundation in Law cannot pursue studies in TESL, god-knows-why!

And my cat Siti Amira is getting fatter each day, I constantly grope over her belly just to find the tits but I couldn't find them meaning my cat is not yet ready to be a mom so it's a relieve for me and family as we are not expecting any new members in our family! Talk about family, my sister in law is already 8 months pregnant :) I hope the baby will be very fat so that I can squeeze her wwwohooooo!!

And yeah, my family went to Sabah last month. Perghh got sooo many to jot down regarding our trip but if I get the time, I'll write. Not now definitely!

This is the lazy Siti Amira.

LCCT touchdown

Pasar malam Kota Kinabalu

Pantai Tg Aru. See the little island there? Definitely will go someday!

They have some kind of addiction towards this

And presenting the very very berjasa thing thruout this trip, baby Nikon D90. I love you baby nikon!!!

I definitely eat A LOT there. I'll upload them on facebook, someday. The foods there taste quite weird, maybe the places I went serve funny-tasted foods BUT there are varieties of food in Sabah and definitely will go there again, someday. InshaAllah!

Aaaahnnhgjghnughujjgdughthnghungunhgh

2011-11-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

KIMORA LEE SIMMONS REPLY TWEET SAYA!

INI BUKAN TROLL TAPI INI REALITI!

SAYA SUKA KIMORA SEJAK DAHULU KALA LAGI!

SAYA TAK PERNAH MISS TENGOK LIFE IN THE FAB LANE!

WELL, MAYBE PERNAH TAPI SEKALI DUA DAN YG PASTI TAK SENGAJA!

ARRRGHHHHHHUNGUNGHHUNGHH SAYA HAPPY SAYA EXCITED.

NAHH TENGOK SEKALI LAGI HANGAHANGAHNAGA BYEEE!

A zip in a nap

2011-11-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

And so the results were out. Alhamdulillah I don't have to repeat any of the subjects and definitely not going to further degree in Law eventhough I have the opportunity to do so due to my fear of my mental status will be in jeopardy again if I do further my studies in Law. Ay too many repetitions and without single period throughout the sentence, girl. Anyhow, life has been pretty good for me and I couldn't ask for more. Life with my family, my girls, my boyfriend, it couldn't gotten any better than this. And ah-ah! Been trying to sign up to Pottermore for about 3 months now and STILL couldn't get thru. I think I'll remain muggle, for the rest of my life perhaps.

Happy Eid Adha people!

Saya bangga!

2011-10-19T20:55:00.001+08:00

Saya bangga saya telah berjaya buat macaron!

Macaroon dan macaron adalah dua perkara yg berbeza ya.

Wowhooo but the taste mmg tak sama mcm kedai la kan. You see the little feet underneath that macaron tu? For those yg pernah buat macaron mesti tahu quite hard to make that little feet rises. Sooo I am a happy bird yay! Dulu kat merbok I splurged RM32 on macarons. This thing one bite pon akan buat lidah kau kebas sbb manis gilaaaa kot. Mana mak mertua, cepat lah tengokkk hasil kerja saya nehhh!

I got it baby!

2011-08-25T01:06:00.000+08:00

Finally............. they are here, the TOMS shoes!

Been craving for this but tak tahu mana nak dapat.

Luckily mun bagitahu mana nak dapat and nowww yeahh satisfied!

Walaupun tunggu sebulan lebih baru shipping sampai from overseas -__-

The best thing is the leopard print :D

*Actually entri neh dibuat dalam sebulan lepas masa mula mula dapat benda alah neh tapi memandangkan line di merbok sangat barai maka harini baru dapat update. Happy fasting!

Short and errrr not-so-sweet update

2011-08-23T08:39:00.001+08:00

Currently at Penang International Airport, waiting for flight to KBR on 1010.

Pejam celik pejam celik dah 23 hari puasa, which bagi aku this ramadhan flies very extremely faaaaaast! For the past 22 days, never once aku terdetik nak balik, I mean rasa sayu nak balik sebab rindu rumah. Then suddenly semalam in the taxi when Pakcik Amir (which is our regular and favourite taxi driver) pasang lagu raya, tiba tiba rasa sayu tu terbit entah dari mana. Teringat dulu zaman naik kereta, the balik kampung journey from Kedah to Kelantan, and from Kelantan to Kuantan. Berhimpit adik beradik belakang kereta thruout the journey. Sekarang dah takde, abang dah kahwin, kitorang pon dah besar nak sumbat semua dalam satu kereta plus kakak ipar so the old memory will never going to happen again. Keep reminiscing tho. And let me tell you a secret, aku balik awal than anyone else. Orang lain balik 25/8, aku memandai balik 23/8. Padan muka tak boleh diberi excuse oleh Madam Aishah for BEL342 class. Kahkah! Anyhoot, happy balik kampung everyone! And this year mastura will be raya-ing in Kuantan :D

Watersport@crap part 2.

2011-08-12T08:39:00.003+08:00

And so kami pon berpesta la di pantai tersebut. Sudah berpesta, hantar Setan @ intan balik & kami bertiga iaitu aku, ariesya dan dayana pon mulalah membersihkan diri di tempat mandi di sekitar ferringhi. Mata dah berat, so all the way hantar intan aku dah terbongkang belakang kereta dgn mandi pon belum, yelah sebab intan kalut kejar masa. Sampai tempat mandi maka bersiram lah ketiga tiga orang puteri tersebut.

Dah mandi aku mengidam nak makan tutti frutti. Sepanjang aku jelajah penang, aku nampak satu je tutti frutti, dekat sunway carnival. So dgn muka lapar, menapak lah kami ke tutti frutti. Tapi taknak makan kenyang sangat sbb plan nak makan chili's lepastu. Pulas punya pulas picit punya picit bila nak bayar mak aihh, RM 20 noks. Bulat bijik mata aku, yang dayana tak ingat berapa. Maka makan lah kami froyo tersebut dgn memikirkan macam mana aku nak kaut duit makan chili's pulak lepastu sebab last time makan pon dah kena RM30 something. Konklusi, babai chili's hello kfc famous bowl hahaha.

Perut kenyang muka senyum tidur pon dah qada, kami pun menuju ke QB dengan satu niat di hati; SHOPPING. Dayana dah menggelepar nak beli cardigan yg dia nampak kat f21 7 bulan lepas, aku nak beli jeans baru dah muak pakai skinny, ariesya nak beli macam macam. Sampai QB around pukul 2 macam tu, so awal awal ada aku bagitahu ariesya

Aku: Weh kalau kita dah sudah shopping kita tak tahu apa nak buat kita lepak kat pantai eh tgk sunset.

Ariesya: Heh? Haa ok *muka blur*

Mula mula masuk f21. Raba punya raba, berkenan dekat satu bangle neh, RM50 bhaii. Kensel terus. Dayana awal awal dah hilang dalam f21 tuh duk cari cardigan dia. Hasil tangkapan aku, kemeja f21, 2 pairs of jeans from MNG (sale babe!) and sandal from apa tah. Tak banyak benda menarik pon dekat situ aku rasa. Semua brand yg sama je dengan semua orang pakai. Total spending? Jangan tanyaaaa haha (muka menyesal)

Ariesya dgn dayana dah hanyut dlm kitschen. Aku dah urut kaki letih neh, tengok jam dah pukul 8.30 malam! Im started to get worried sebab got a bus to catch at 10.30 naik kat SP. So balik lah ke sp dgn muka letih dan syiok dan aku berangkat ke kb dengan penuh riang ria hihi.

Sebulan aku peram, neh ada gambar. Enjoy *mode malas*

Happy jerangkung@hardrock

Apa kau buat tu dayanaa

Kapitan chowrasta, 1230 am.

Private beach, 2 in the morning

Setan & Sya

Private beach, 6 in the morning.

Seriously I don't know these people

Private beach, 7 in the morning

Tutti Frutti, melayang rm20 gua.

Dayana aka hantu cina.

Ariesya si blogger tegar.

I almost fell trying to sit on that red chair haha -__-

Thanks for reading this crap. Happy fasting.

I'm in Miami beachhhhhhh!

2011-07-15T19:07:00.002+08:00

And so I'm home,

after a 55 minutes of journey from Penang to Kota Bharu with Ariesya.

Yes we are ~~inseparable~~ *muntah*

I'm on my mid term holiday now. Half eaten chocolate symbolizing half of my semester has been chewed up, digested, and excreted from my body HAHA. Loads of things happened, ups and downs, curves and slopes, and hey look at me, I'm alive! First thing that bugged me when I first started my semester, is my pimples! Why laa when I'm 19 these silly pimples nak invade muka suci aku. Nonetheless, I feel like jotting down my experience throughout this first mid term butttttt, meme is such a lazy bump la nowadays I'm telling you. I'm grateful with what I have now, Alhamdulillah for both of my Economics tests I managed to score :) And also for my Introduction to Law tests, the marks allocated is 20 for one question and we have to give two issues in the essay but meme is so careless that meme wrote down her answer on two freaking pages but meme forgot to state another issue so BYE BYE 10 MARKS!! But for the criminal section, I think that I have done my best, KOT.

So far studying Law is fun, but up until now I'm still vague why we, Law students have to study Economics. And as for Contemporary Global Issue, which is said to be one of the subjects that is easy to score, I personally against that thought. Kepala ke mana ekor ke mana. Tapi rasa lengkap first sem ni sebab half of my places-to-go dah complete. Tanjung Dawai for seafood, Sungai Petani for entertainment (Harry Potter!), Penang for shopping and coming up, Alor Star during fasting month and Pulau Redang for snorkelling kot. Hoho!

Tanjung Dawai, 12/7/2011

Mun's birthday celebration (again, aku mandi tepung)

This lady pengkritik tegar aku

I look like friggin cobra kan, or a lion -.-

And I still owe you guys entri pasal watersports kan? Since I'm home, boleh la nak update letak gambar bagai. Internet laju bhaii *happy dance*. Ok lah bak kata azza, mambang M dah mai. Mata pon duk fokus kat tv sebenarnya neh. Till then, toodles!

P/s : Mambang M; Mambang Malas X)

Harry Potter 7 : It all ends.

2011-07-14T19:04:00.003+08:00

This is a wicked good finale!

I just got back from watching this movie, and I rate 13 out of 10. Why 13? Because this is the ending of the legacy of Harry Potter. HP has been with us since 2001, and Im proud to be a part of the legacy. I own HP books, and when Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince book was released, I asked dad to get a copy for me. The smell of a new book really tempting. I basically wasn't a big fan of HP, but it all change after me and my brother played HP games on Play Station. Starting from there, I immediately bought all of HP movies, anddd books. I remember I finished reading Harry Potter and Sorcerer's Stone only in a day HAHA. Since then yes, Imma HP addict.

And as for the movie, ingat nak buat review tapi kat twitter dah dapat amaran sesungguhnya tidak memberitahu apa jadi dalam movie ini. Jadi, apa yang aku boleh cakap, mmg akan ada rasa sedih, yelah dah berapa tahun kita duk ikut perkembangan cerita neh. Neville Longbottom tu daripada gemuk jadi kurus, Ron daripada plain red head jadi charming and adorable gitu, and Ginny from pale, budak hingusan jadi mak orang in the end. OPSSS terbagitahu haha. Dengan sapa dia kahwin, korang pikir sendiri lah ye. Liplock between Ron and Hermione awww sangat hot hot heat! And korang akan terkejut siapa sebenarnya Snape tu, sungguh terkejut. Sedih sedih sedih berakhirnya zaman kegemilangan Harry Potter. Apapun, tonton lah cerita neh di panggung. Tak berbaloi tunggu di HBO walau anda ada home theater sekalipon, panggung adalah tempat terbaik untuk tonton cerita ini. And yes, you will always be remembered Harry :)

Here is the insight regarding the kiss between Hermione and Ron:
"The kiss with Ron and Hermione is just this wonderful break in all the chaos and fear and sadness and all of that going on. They just have a moment where that’s all that really matters; it’s the two of them and, you know, they could die at any moment, and I think they both just feel like that in that moment that if they don’t tell each other how they feel about one another, then, you know… They have to, it’s completely organic, it’s completely natural, and they have this kind of like, Rupert and I put in this nice laugh they have because it almost seems ridiculous that it hasn’t happened sooner. But when it happens it feels so right that it’s almost like, why didn’t we do this years ago? We are so silly." - Emma Watson

Penang watersport :D

2011-07-07T03:03:00.001+08:00

Hello alienitos.

Pada rabu yg lepas eh tak malam selasa kami berempat iaitu ariesyos, dayanos, setan dan aku sendiri telah pun berangkat dengan jayanya ke penang untuk kali ke berapa dengan menaiki kereta sewa yg mengeluarkan bau milo basi yang sangat tekal. Ok basically pergi penang untuk shopping, dan kami memang dah biasa ber-overnight tanpa check in mana mana hotel. Nak tahu kenapa?

1. Jimat kos

Jimat kos kerana tujuan asal kami ke penang adalah untuk shopping jadi jikalau kami mengecheck kan diri kami di mana mana hotel maka habis la separuh bajet kami untuk shopping benda benda yang mahal belaka.

2. Rugi

Haa ni lain cerita. Ni rugi masa. Sebab kami para gadis amatlah gemar bersiar hingga lewat malam kadang kadang jam dua pon masih on the road pergi uptown kat ferringhi lah lepak kapitan lah jadi jikalau kami check in pada masa tersebut maka rugi lah kerana pagi esoknya dah nak chow awal awal sebab nak mandi pantai. Hihi

3. Pantai

Kami amat gemarkan pantai. Jadi kami suka melepak di satu pantai yg amat secluded bila waktu malam. Lokasi dirahsiakan sebab nanti semua pakat lepak situ habis lahh tempat istirehat mak yang free tu nokss. Kitorang suka lepak sampai sunrise kat pantai, baru best.

4. Mencabar

Yes ini sangat kami suka. Setakat nak overnight penang lepastu nak check in bagai rugi derr, manja kot. Apa kata guna masa ada explore penang tu malam malam tengok lampu, menipu lah kalau tak nampak sbb kalau siang lagi la jammed kot.

5. Lepak McD

Haa breakfast best. Ni takde penjelasan. Kat penang berlambak McD 24jam, lepak situ, buat bising, makan, balik.

Tu lah antara sebab kami lebih suka untuk tidak check in hotel. Bahaya? Memang, tapi alhamdulillah dah dekat 5 6 kali kami overnight takde lagi benda yg tak elok jadi. So moral jangan nak takut sangat la kan, explore je la selagi boleh. Kau bukan buat benda pelik apa kau takut. Anyway, back to business. Kami bertolak lebih kurang jam 10pm lebih, kemudia masing masing lapar. Sampai di penang terus menuju ke kapitan di gurney, TUTUP. Dayanos dgn setan dah lapar, tapi entah kenapa semua berkeras nak kapitan jugak. Then si setan cakap dia tahu kapitan main branch punya. Ariesyos pon bawak la kereta dengan penuh dedikasi. Mau dekat sejam lebih, jumpa lah kapitan buruk tu. Bodoh tak, mintak kebab takde, itu takde ini takde sampai ariesyos bertukar jadi raksasa habis semua benda dia nak hempas. Makhluk tu memang bila marah jaga jaga la semua orangg. Sebenarnya malas nak cerita pasal semua neh, so nak skip je la ye.

***

Lepas habis isi perut, gerak ke pantai rahsia dalam jam 2 pagi. Ariesyos yg bengang telah pun merebahkan badannya di hammock yang terjuntai kat pantai tu manakala aku, dayanos dan setan berbaring di atas pasir berbumbungkan bintang. Malam tu bintang banyak, cantik! Sambil melepak tetiba ada kucing hamil menghampiri kami. Melihatkan pada bulunya yang cantik, aku membuat keputusan untuk menjemput bakal ibu tersebut untuk join kami. Aku bersila mula mula, belai punya belai tetiba kucing hamil tersebut lompat naik ke atas peha aku. Aku biar lagi, lama jugak lepastu dia turun, lenguh barangkali. Aku pon baring sebab letih bergelak dgn dayanos kerana setan dah lena dibuai lappy nya. Gila kan kawan aku bukak lappy kat pantai pagi pagi buta. Tengah aku baring tiba tiba kucing hamil tu melompat ke atas perut aku yg telah di isi naan dan tandori. Parking baikk punya bontot menghadap aku. Nak marah kesian pulak fikir janin yang dikandungnya. Aku pun sambung aktiviti belai membelai bakal ibu tersebut. Tiba tiba...kami dihampiri lelaki.

Lelaki: Adik, residents hotel ni ke?

Aku: *pejam mata*

Weh aku tak ingat laaa dialog tapi basically kitorang ingat dia nak marah rupanya dia hanya bagitahu bahaya sebab kami berempat perempuan duk melepak kat situ sebab pantai tu kosong, zero, negatif orang kat situ. Dah la gelap, jadi kalau apa apa mereka yang akan dipersalahkan. Sapa mereka? Mereka lahh pengawal pantai aka beach boys kat situ so dorang tengah patrolling bila terserempak dgn kitorang tuhh. Mula mula kerek, lama lama banyak pulak cakap dorang neh. Pendekkan cerita je la eh, salah sorang tu ada buat bisnes watersport. So mula lah sesi meniaga kat kitorang. Dia pun bagitahu pakej apa yang ada. Ada parasailing, banana boat, wiper and jet ski. Mula mula ariesyos tak berminat, tapi lepas tawar menawar harga dengan abang tu, perbincangan semakin menarik dan akhir sekali, when there is offer, there is acceptance. So by law, there is a valid agreement between us and that beach boy named Khan when he agreed to provide us with the service when we are willing to pay him a sum of money. Pergh termasuk law of contract la pulak. Sorry ye annoying, practice untuk test minggu depan. So dia pun bawak kami ke markas dia, ie tempat watersport tu berpangkalan. Anjing banyak kawasan tu, entah berapa kali aku tanpa niat terpijak najis mereka. Yikes amat. Orang tu cakap jet ski punya aktiviti akan bermula jam 7 iaitu setelah sunrise sebab kami sangat gedik nak sunrise dulu so masa tu baru jam 5 lebih jadi kami membuat keputusan untuk breakfast dulu sebab masing masing belum TIDUR lagi, masa tu bateri dah almost empty, so we went hunting for some refreshments. Aaaaa jap, otak dah blank. To be continued, sekali dengan gambar. Stay tuned! :D

Not so good.

2011-07-04T17:12:00.002+08:00

"Not good enough, never good enough."

Just when i thought everything will turned out smooth, only then trouble comes. Too many to be jotted down here, might as well be longer than my BEL342 essay. I had fun i learn so many things, but have you been to a place where deep inside your heart you can feel that you are not connected to the world. You are losing your faith, you pretend that you are happy, you are pretending to be SOMEONE else. You feel miserable, your mind is in shack, everything you do will never satisfy anyone. Have you been there? I have, and still there. A big sorry to anyone to whom i might trigger you and you yes you into a cat fight or a grown up fight or worse, a cyber-fight.

If only i can find any signboards BEFORE i took that road before..

HIKHIKHIK terhuru hara

2011-04-25T21:14:00.001+08:00

http://ariesyanadhiraroslane.blogspot.com/2011/04/monster.html

Ada orang buat entri pasal saya la hihi walaupun dengan paksaan ku hargai usaha penat lelah peluh mu sayang. Tapi ada fact yang tak betul lah, MU BUKAN KAMBING HITAM LA NGOKS. Dah la letak gambar yang muka aku macam harams jadahs. Anyhow, thank you my sugar plump plump plump. Enjoy dulu baca, follow dia, suka buat entri pasal topik ekstrem gitu. Harhar sayang budak bulat ni. Hihi :D

New phone, URGENT!!

2011-04-22T15:18:00.001+08:00

And so I have been thinking, since Im currently using my SE which I have been using it for the past 3 years,

yes you hear me right, 3 FCUKIN YEARS! So i have decided to buy a new phone.

HTC Wildfire

Samsung Galaxy 3

SE XPERIA X8

Frankly speaking, Im still vague about all this Android thingy. Kat FB nampak je orang duk update status via Android but I never know precisely apekebenda. Yang aku google tu pon amongst Android phone yang aku mampu nak own haha. Aku pon tak tahu apa aku google tu betul ke tak -.-

Blackberry Bold 9650

Blackberry Bold 9700

Now we are talking baby! I have to admit, at first aku gila tak minat BB. Aku duk gila kat iPhone je but look at me now, terpesona gila dengan BB neh. The problem is, Im still torn, Android Phone or BB.

I still dont know apa yang best pasal Android phone neh. Anyone?

Tapi hati cakap better beli BB daripada Android Phone. Still cant make up my mind, ayah pon tanya which one yang aku nak. Aihhhh tapi Android phone pon macam best, surf internet pon laju je eh? See see aku jahil lagi pasal Android phone neh.

Kalau BB, loads of my friends are using BB, so advantage would be on BBM la kan kan. Aaaa still confuse, and I really need new phone, and I cant make up my own mind. Screw me T_T

You shine you shine

2011-04-11T15:32:00.003+08:00

And so the results were out. Haha what can I say, a major downfall for me this semester. But they surpassed what I've been expecting before, aku lulus tanpa ada subject kena repeat! Haha again. I know this semester aku banyak main, assignment aku copy orang punya (don't try this, im not proud of it trust me), kelas banyak ponteng, assignment buat sendiri tu last minit so berakhir dengan tak berkualiti. Its okay tho, its not that aku nak pursue law. Ok peeps, I can sense your pupils are dilating.

I admit it before aku memang nak sangat amek law, gila babs punya nak law. Tengok tengok dapat, lagi la happy. Ayah nak aku amek medik, tapi tak mampu and aku asyik agung agungkan law, ayah tak bagi sebab ayah cakap bela orang salah but then I convinced him yang aku tak semestinya jadi lawyer, aku still boleh end up jadi lecturer or whatsoever. Then ayah redha, ye la dah tengok passion aku gila gila dekat law ni. And so aku amek law. Here I wanna make things clear, law tak susah cuma aku malas. Haaa I know I shouldn't say this, tapi aku tak sure dengan kebolehan aku sendiri. I know I still got another sem, tapi takut if aku put too much hope for it then Im afraid Im gonna crash bila benda tak jadi. So the best way is, aku dah plan nak pursue apa, whether TESL or MASSCOM. Dah bagitahu ayah, ayah cakap,,,, ok ayah tak tahu pon.

Next sem Imma strive harder, nak dapat 3.5 above InsyaAllah. I just wanna prove ayah that I still can do it, tak semestinya aku kena pursue degree law kan. Ramai cakap pointer boleh kejar, tapi MUET susah. Kawan semua cakap aku senang lah MUET dah lepas sebab aku dapat Band 4 tapi MUET je pon. What can lawyers do if they only good in english? Pointer tu aku risau.

I know I shouldn't be giving up tapi entahlah I really need some motivation I guess nonetheless, Im still proud with my pointer eventho turun daripada sem lepas. Sebab diri sendiri jugak, bak kata Mun aku pergi kelas pen pon tak bawak haha. Congrats to all yang capai target, mind be my tutor? Ustazah cakap kedekut ilmu nanti Allah tarik balik semua ilmu tu :p

You mean nothing

2011-03-30T19:02:00.010+08:00

Hello people! Its been ages since I update anything here. Duduk rumah bhai, apa je boleh aku buat. Tidur pukul 5, guess what la aku buat sampai pukul 5, bergayut, then bangun tengah hari, makan, online sampai mak ayah balik. My life is boring, Imma loser. Wuwuwuwu. You know what, I just found out one interesting fact!

Turned out that, someone is actually has been stalking me! You may know who, based on my prevois post, if you were reading my blog la kan. It is funny tho, suddenly that thing popped out, and I feel sorry for 'her'. Pelik jugak since kau dan aku, kita tak friend dekat FB lepas kau remove aku tanpa sebab, and kau block aku lepastu unblock. GILA. Ok darling since awak stalk saya, meh sini saya nak update kehidupan kegiatan seharian saya. It will be fun you know, knowing someone updating her blog just for you kan. Awhh (:

Sekarang saya gembira dengan hidup saya, tapi ayah takde minggu neh, outstation. Jadi tinggal dengan mak je la. Sunyi pon ada, tapi tak payah kemas rumah sangat, sebab kalau ayah ada memang mengamuk la kalau tengok rumah bersepah sikit. Aktiviti untuk dua bulan, keluar dengan girlfriends. Memandangkan kereta hantar cat, so secara rasmi aku tidak kenderaan nak keluar, jadi nak keluar pon kena tunggu orang datang ambil. See, how pathetic my life is.

Nonetheless, im happy with the fact that I got my new partner in crime. I first saw him 14 months ago, back at Kotaraya. Not gonna tell more about it, im gonna keep it safe in my pocket. He is the one yang berani panggil aku gemuk, peha besar, bontot besar, hitam, muka banyak aksesori katanya which means jerarararawat, dagu berlapis, and yang penting, hidung kemek! He also call me by the name 'kemek' everytime when I bully him. On top of that, he makes me feel comfortable with my own skin. Ok I promised not to be mushy mushy anymore when blogging so Im gonna stop there. And thank you for the domos, now I can squeeze them everytime you annoyed me.

See how happy I am? I love you honey :) . I hope this will last. Dah letih la nak sayang orang lain lepas ni. Kena cop player jangan cakap la kan, tapi pekakkan telinga saja. I do my own thing, you do yours. Live well eat well readers! (:

This one is for you babe ♥

2011-03-24T12:29:00.005+08:00

Ok first of all I owe you an entry Arizatul Adeela.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOLL!

Ok I have to admit that Im bad at wishing happy birthday through SMS. Lagipun aku dah tak sure nombor mana kau guna la sayang. Aku ingat, and you have reminded me before hehe but then, I cant find the mean nak wish your birthday. So here Im wishing you, Happy 19 Birthday Dyla, you know how much I love you? We don't remember the day, we remember the moments. Still remember tak those moments? Baik kau cakap ingat, kalau tak aku merajuk kang! Dyla ni sebenarnya kenal sejak dulu, tapi tak rapat. I remember one day, masa tu aku form 3, baru pindah la katakan, I don't have many friends yet. Dyla ni ada geng besar masa form 3 dulu, memang otai habis la, semua orang takut. Budak budak hot la katakan. Then one day, aku jalan around sekolah, pakai kasut Converse, then tetiba aku dengar ada orang duk perli aku; "Kasut Converse tu Converse tu, Converse kan Converseee". Aku cari suara siapa yang mengata, aku nampak muka minah tu dengan kawan kawan dia. Ahh nak balas malas. Aku pon terus jalan buat bodoh. Kat situ aku dah set dalam kepala aku Dyla ni jahat! Haha but semua changed after kitorang masuk upper form. All of us bonded together well, yang tak pernah cakap jadi rapat, rasa macam dah kenal berzaman dah. Dyla is a guru when it comes to bagi nasihat about relationship. Dia bagi tips bukan sesedap mulut tahu, dia bagi berdasarkan pengalaman. Dia dengan BF dia dah together for about 5 years. 5 tahun bebb, kalau kahwin anak dah bersepah. Dyla pon pandai masak, dia kata sebab tu BF dia aka hubby dia still melekat dengan dia. Skill tu aku kena brush up kot, Im not really a good cook hihi. With her I can share almost everything, dia dengar, dia kutuk, tapi membina. I likeeee! Four thumbs up I bagi kat you makcik! :P

Yang ni masa buat cupcakes dengan Dyla (:

This one masa karaoke

This one masa kita went bitching haha. We've got same taste, we both are crazy over animal print design. Woot woot!

Comel kan? Gebu kan? Geram rasa nak cubit cubit dia neh! Hehe

See Dyla, I still remember those moment. Aku harap mu tak cakap aku lupa mu or apa apa sebab yes I have my weakness, and tha would be macam ignorant when it comes to wishing thru text and whatsoever. If thru FB boleh la jugak hehe. Mu pon aku text bukan nak balas, call bukan main susah nak angkat. Ape cer hah gedik? Haha. Nonetheless, like I've said before, you know how much I love you kan? Macam macam aku cerita kat mu, makan makan kat rumah mu, and your mummy & papa are so nice to me, I'll never forget them, and you! Again, Happy Birthday doll. Sorry for the late wish, but trust me I love you and I miss you so friggin bad! Semoga kekal happy with your current life, dengan hubby mu, aku taknak tengok 5 tahun je, tapi sampai tua sebab aku rasa mu dengan Mirul akan kahwin. Hehe my instinct selalunya tepat ohh. And lucks foundation mu tu, jadi cikgu untuk anak anak aku nanti. So that kita boleh hangout lagi. Miss you doll!

Bila went through your blog, baca older posts make me miss girlfriends so bad :(

Klik sini dan sini

A bummer starting.

2011-03-18T04:37:00.004+08:00

Im currently bertapa at Penang International Airport, waiting for our flight that would be at 7.15 in the NEXT morning. And guess what, we've been here since 4.30 pm. Hahaha and the taxi driver was really a bluffer.

Ok at first called cakap nak ambil RM85, so since kitorang berlima jadi set la RM85 kan. Memandangkan kami bertiga, jadi beban beg makin bertambah tambah la kan. Jadi persetujuan secara lisan pon ditandatangani, jua secara lisan. Maka terpacak lah kami berempat termasuk pakcik teksi tu di Kolej Mahsuri. On our way, the pakcik kept talking about the toll fee and yang pelik, duk cakap makan kat airport mahal, then tanya kitorang nak tak berhenti makan tepi jalan? Aku pon penuh prihatin tanya la, pakcik dah makan belum? Aku dah agak, dia jawab belum. Ok sini a twist of story. At first aku kesian bila dengar dia cakap tak makan lagi, aku hampir je setuju nak berhenti makan tepi jalan, tapi memandangkan aku dah sangap mcd sangat, jadi aku simpan perut untuk makan di airport.

Sampai sampai airport, aku cakap dekat ain dengan ariesya, yang aku nak bayar RM90 sebab aku kesian. Lepas dah angkut bag semua, aku dah genggan not RM90 dalam tangan, tiba tiba drama melayu pon jadi. Dia buat muka kesian,

Pakcik: Lebih sikit boleh tak?

Aku: Heh? *muka blur. Ni ada 90. Cukup tak?

Pakcik: Mata bergenang* Satgi balik bayar tol lagi, tak kesian ka?

Aku: Hoi balik mana bayar tol la bengong! *tapi cakap dalam hati je la. Ni ada 90. Amek je la. Ok tak pakcik?

Pakcik: Lebih la RM20 kaa. *start sini dia dah buat muka cibai

Aku: Haa ok ok saya bagi RM100 eh. Dari RM85 jadi RM100. Ok kan ok kan?

Pakcik: Muka redha*. Ha tima kasihhh *nada tak redha

P/S: Aku tak ingat sangat perbualan. Tu habis ringkas aku tulis.

Bila dah habis bayar, baru aku teringat. Patut la sepanjang perjalanan dia asyik duk cakap tol mahal, lepastu balik pon mahal. Aku dah sangkal masa tu, aku cakap balik mana kena bayar tol. Tapi dia sangkal aku balik. F. Rasa teripu kot, dah la sepanjang perjalanan aku asyik cakap sorang sorang. Bila aku cakap dia tak dengar, aku ulang. Bila aku ulang jawapan dia bagi sama ada dia nod atau buat bodoh. Sengal. Rasa tertipu kot, dah la teksi panas, bawak macam pelesit, teksi pon bau macam gampang. Ok dah enough pasal tu malas nak cerita benda dah lepas.

Sampai je terus lepak kat mcd, makan, usha mat saleh, usha pilot, usha mat saleh lagi, usha abang kerja mcd. And now its only 11.03 pm means 7 hours left. And Im bored.

Mine. Pakcik tu cakap aku seludup baby & gendang

Ain's. Mengong perempuan ni, kecik je beg dia. Pfttt

Ariesya's

Ain gilos.

Ariesya juling hahaha

Entri ni aku tulis daripada jam 10.00 pm something up until now, 4.30 am! Haha I was sleeping at mcd just now, then woke up. Bising la woi bebudak mcd ni nak bukak store. Bau kopi mcd pagi pagi buat aku teringat je dekat si garfield tu. I miss you dear. Nonetheless, lagi 2 jam then I will be in KB yay yay. Jumpa Icah, I miss you la dey! Ok tu je. Tadi tulis sebab bosan, tapi bila dah banyak kali sangat aku edit edit, berhenti tidur, berhenti makan,berhenti usha orang, aku pon tak paham kesinambungan apa aku tulis dekat atas tu. Just wanna say so long Pre-Lawrians Merbok and all budak foundation yang start cuti tuh! Jumpa lagi next sem, kalau aku tak repeat la kan. Kalau repeat pon still jumpa, tapi aku akan tunduk bila jumpa korang haha. Happy hols everyone! Dua bulan duduk rumah jom sama sama ternak lemak. Till then, toodles!

It started so easy

2011-03-16T17:47:00.002+08:00

Ok the post was posted in my Tumblr. This post talks about YOU. Good going girl, blocked me then unblocked? Haha you sure a fickle human being arent you. Whatever sweet chick. I've decided to not to think about you anymore. Do whatever satisfies you, learn to accept the fact. There is no need to create enemies. Like I said before, I barely notice your existence. Im done with this high-school drama thingy and you mean nothing to me. And you should know that Im typing this with my middle finger.

Talking about my life. Yes Im done with my foundation this semester. Means only left one semester before knowing whether I can pursue my studies in law or not. Im crossing my finger for the best. And Im still stuck in merbok. Silly me bought the ticket on 18th March. Will be heading to Bayan Lepas with ariesya & ain. Ok thats all byee.

2011-03-14T19:13:00.001+08:00

Still can't put what Im feeling into right words. I want to hate you, but I refuse to do so. Because it is clear here that you were the one who tried to set up the fire, between us. I never thought you would go that far, seriously. I wanna see how far this thing will go. Keep on barking girl, go on. I never knew you for god sake!

Please, throw away all the hatred. I barely notice your existence la pretty. Let's be friend ay?

An update. Seriously?

2011-03-14T04:51:00.002+08:00

I know should be probably menghafal and doing the last minute revision for my MTC038&BEL260 papers but I cant get my lazy ass off the chair. Still got tomorrow, why bother meme? Talking about carry mark, it kills me tho. Failed for BEL313&MTC037. And carry marks for all subjects dah keluar, me don't feel like nak tengok then feeling down about it because I know I haven't do the best. Imma loser in my own world. A big YES there.

Can't wait to go home and surrounded by people that love me, my parents, my girlfriends, boyfie and all the foods hehe. And now it is already 4.46am in the morning and my eye lids are still wide open. accompanied by Ariesya. I got so many things that I wanted to jot down here, but the again, let the time do its job because me so lazeeeeeeyyyy.

Oh and yeah, I've watched I Am Number Four, and Alex Pettyfier is forever minee XD

Not so good

2011-03-01T23:46:00.002+08:00

I fucked up during speaking test. I stutter a lot, I keep repeating the same point, I lost my words, and I cant recall what the hell I was mumbling. Sorry to myself. Tomorrow I also got forum which was damn serabut for BEL313 for god sake oh please don't ask me why I hate that subject like SERIOUSLY! Don't wanna talk about carry marks, i'll puke straight away.

Gonna hit the shower, and still got running nose. Kthanksbye.

Hungry as a mad cow :O

2011-02-28T20:04:00.001+08:00

By the moment Im writing this out, I was to tempted by the pictures of food that I found on Tumblr. Screw you Tumblr. But again, my source of money is limited, so I cannot devour any delicious food that are sold here in Merbok. Er to be honest, they are not that great. Now Im thinking to eat maggi, but then I wont have enough stock until this Thursday haha help Im hungry. My nose keep running, keep secreting mucus which ended up making me sneeze every 5 minutes. I wanna go homeee, but then there are still forum & speaking test coming up. The marks allocated for the forum will be 30% means I really have to do my best because for the subject which is BEL313, I keep skip classes and I didn't do the best for the assignments. To be honest, I hate Critical Thinking. Haihh.

As for the speaking test, I will be teaming up with Jannah & Ain Marhan. Less pressure on that because I don't have to memorize anything, unlike forum where we have to do infront of class members zzzzz. On Thursday I'll be leaving Merbok at 11 together with Ariesya. I wanna eat until I vomit once I get in KB! Haha. Enough with the mumbling. Wanna eat and please my stomach. Taratatata!

Falling hearts.

2011-02-27T19:55:00.009+08:00

Hari hari rasa macam jatuh dalam kebun bunga hehehe. Every night I fall asleep to your texts, every night, almost lah kan you will call me. Can I be more happier? Been waiting for you for 13 months, and still counting woot woot. Like I said, love is a gift, so should I avoid love everytime love trying to knock my door just because I dont want people to talk bad about me because I keep falling in love? Sorry darling I don't think so. I do right things, people din notice me. I do bad things, people highlighted that for months! I really should think of myself instead of living with people expectation. Highlight this; Life is too short to always play it safe . so i'll forget the risks & take the fall . If it's worth da risk, then it's worth it all and I admit it, I keep doing silly things, I do it, Im taking chances because thats what life is all about. Im not afraid to do impossible things, Im not afraid to fall in love again, showing my true colors instead of being fucking hypocrites. At least I know people who still stick with me they stick with me for who I am, not for who Im pretending to be. You should know that baby you should know that better. So if anybody hate me, hate me all you want. Look at yourself and be grateful that nobody hates you HAHAHAHA. Besides, hating is the sincerest form of flattery, so keep hating me keep judging me. You just don't know what is life yet. And again, that statement is general, open up your mind and don't be that shallow.

The purpose of me writing this post is actually to talk about my love. Yes my love that has created so many speculations. With all due respect, it is my life, and this feeling is something that I can't avoid. Have you ever think how stupid you were because you keep falling for wrong person. I did, loads of time, but I never regret. If you don't meet wrong people, how will you ever meet the right one? Same goes to friendship, befriend with everyone, then in the process you will know whether you are for each other or not. A big don't here is that, never judge anyone. You don't have the right to do so. And stand up for what you think is right, never afraid of falling. Once you fall, then only you know where have you been standing all this while. And I have fall, and instead of being upset over that, I choose to get up and curve a smile on my face, a wide one. I still got HIM, my family, my girlfriends, and my dearest, I know I'll be okay. And I found this on Tumblr, which I agreed upon this by 10000000%. Till then readers, take care and have a great weekdays! :D

" So instead of dwelling on the past relationships,

I look at it another way. The way I see it.. Date whom you want & who you wish for. Then, if it doesn’t work out with that one..Iit only leads you one step closer to finding the one you’re meant for. Yeah, it may seem like you have to go through 918443875 people. That’s the fun in it . You date, You learn, what you do and don’t like.. What you will and won’t tolerate. I get it, doing this so, gets you the name of a ” serial dater ” ? But you know what ? I call it a smart dater.. You never know what you can have, if you don’t find out what you don’t WANT. You date to learn, grow, love, hurt.. All of it leads to something or maybe nothing. Though, it beats standing in one position."

Garfield.

2011-02-26T16:40:00.005+08:00

Semalam pergi berdiskusi dengan mun & pakwenya. Masuk UiTM jam 10.40, damnnn. Kena tulis nama, then blahh. First time kot buat salah sepanjang duduk UiTM ni, I mean kena ambik nama haha sumpah barai. Tengah jalan jalan balik bilik, mesej masuk daripada Fazrie. Dia tanya ok tak. Then aku jawab tak ok. Then dia tanya apa tak kena, macam tahu tahu je aku perlu dia sebab nak luah masalah semua. Mesej mesej sampai dalam jam 12 lebih macam tu, aku tertidur. Waaa loser gilaaaaa. Then terjaga dalam jam 4, bangun bangun terus teringat masalah yang menghantui. Pergh sumpah mengganggu, then text Fazrie, tengok tengok dia balas. Aih tak tidur lagi mamat ni. Text dia cakap semua semua, cakap aku still terfikir pasal semua benda tu, then he called me. I tell him everythingg, after that terus rasa lega. The best part was, after aku luah semua tu, he tried to cheer me up dengan cakap lingling dia tu which was damn entertaining haha. Thank you lingling, talk until 7 something, then masing masing kroh kroh and saya tidur dengan nyenyak nya sebab dah taknak fikir pasal semua tu. He said that ignore kan saja, tak payah susah susah nak fikir. If it mean to be yang kitorang akan baik, then it will happen. Dah taknak benci-benci, gaduh gaduh semua ni which takde benefit at all! Rasa macam budak hingusan pon ada :O Just go with the flow, buat tak tahu je. And it helped a lot kot. Everytime rasa nak fikir, the fikir balik ada guna ke? Then terus tak jadi nak fikir. Lantak lah orang nak cakap ape, I don't live to please everyone and I can't please everyone. Aku buat macam mana pon dah kalau orang tetap nak mengata nak buat macam mana, atleast Im trying to be myself. I've always do, if you can't compromise with that, that would be your own problem, and heyyy, that statement is general, jangan ada nak sembur aku pulak lepas ni :)

Saya rindu sayang budak gemuk ni :D

Tak sempat.

2011-02-25T19:38:00.001+08:00

Tadi pergi foodcourt, discuss pasal Law Exhibition. Lepastu speaking test coming, forum, ape lagi entahh last minit baru semua nak kalut. Lpeastu kena buat slide pasal biodata apa entah Im still pretty vague on that.

Haihh, nak balik :/

Luckily next week which means this coming Thursday dah nak balik yay yay nak bawak bekalan makanan banyak banyak HOHO. Tapi tapi ada orang tu tak balik minggu depan sebab dia ada test, kalau tak boleh pi baham dumpling sesama kan? Haha I miss you :*

Friend requests juga tidak bersentuh, haram langsung tak sentuh. Malas lah, ada yang add sebab nak stalk ada yang add sebab saja gedik nak tambah kenalan tapi sudahnya diam seribu bahasa. Kawan dalam FB tu kalau aku remove yang tak kenal aku rasa tinggal berapa ratus je haha gila lame dulu main approve tak kira siapa. Sorry, agak sibuk sekarang. Nanti nanti lah jenguk friend requests. Nak sambung layan Tumblr. Tata!

Let's break up.

2011-02-24T19:59:00.007+08:00

Seriously b****, I just don't get you. Wait, I dont even need your permission to call you with such name because by the way you are acting now, you seriously are lot worse than a b****. How can you ignore your friend just like that? You said that they are your friend, but how on earth you end up treating them just like pieces of undigested shit? You ignored them, you never give them the chance to know what have they done wrong. You used to say, if there is anything that they disagree on you on, kindly let you know but haven't you talk to the mirror, baby? Don't simply assume that you are that great, because without friends, you are nobody. If you don't wanna be friends with them anymore, let them know. Kill the silence baby, kill the silence. This cold war won't go anywhere, because literally it is you the only one who is in this war. Make peace no war- haven't you heard of that saying before?

If you were to claim you are that great, then whats with the attitude? Good people never ignore his/her friends, and good, noble people like you will never judge other person without knowing the reason behind all their bad behaviour I guess, well Im referring to what you call em. Pretty please, open up your eyes, put yourself in their shoes, do you want to be punished by the people you love without knowing exactly what your mistakes were? I know that you are way better than this. Don't take your friends for granted. Even if you have misunderstanding with them, talk to them. Remember those good memories that you had together. But if you really want to disconnect the line, do it professionally. At least, as a friend that used to have good times together. Its sad when it comes to this, we lost the person that we love, yet we don't know what the hell is wrong with them, or with us.

You are downgrading yourself.

If that is what you want, well baby you'll get it.

Live well and lucks in life.

"Friendship isn't about whom you've known the longest . It's about who came & never left your side"

Syukur.

2011-01-06T00:55:00.000+08:00

Terima kasih Allah.

Sedikit lega selepas pointer yang sangat tidak membanggakan.

Mak & ayah,

inilah bukti betapa pentingnya doa kalian berdua.

Terimalah hadiah yang tak seberapa daripada anak kalian ini.

Terima kasih,

terima kasih mak & ayah untuk segalanya :)

Zainabians lagi lagi & lagi. Takkan nak tulis pasal sekolah lain pulak?

2010-12-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

I miss my girls so bad. Yes I do T.T

Yang atas ni sebahagian je baru, tetiba rasa nak upload gambar ni lepas tengok gambar masa bulan puasa kat page Mira. Kalau nak kumpul gambar gambar yang kita snap sepanjang kita keluar, rasanya mau beratus ribu kot sampai aku tak tahu dah aku simpan kat mana semua gambar. Kat sekolah lah, KBMALL lah, pantai lah etc etc HOHO. Kalau rasa nak belek nostalgia KLIK SINI. Kalau rasa nak lagi KLIK SINI PULAK. Tapi macam ada isu sensitif sikit kat sini, takut Mimi aka si itik bising (gambar ade tuuut) HEHE XD

Ok lah entri ni pon memang pointless kan. Saja nak luahkan rindu. Apa khabar korang ye? Some of you je yang aku jumpa sepanjang cuti mid sem ni, yang lain tercampak kat Mesir la, PALAM la, sana sini, pening nak kutip sorang sorang. Ingat janji, Sek Kito Jange Pecoh? Nanti dah kahwin jangan lupa pakai baju payung, kita buat reunion, Oh ya jangan lupa bawak husband sekali, eh eh jangan la, kang saling meng-usha husband orang pulak. Bawak anak anak dah, kita tunangkan dorang dari kecik. Hoho!

Enough merepek babai.

" Don't force me to live in hatred "

2010-11-07T23:46:00.002+08:00

' Benci membenci hanya menampakkan yang kita kalah '

Jadi kawan-kawan, fikir-fikirkanlah

Ambil apa yang jadi sebagai pengajaran,

bukan sebab untuk membenci,

sebab kita tak duga & minta pon semua itu jadi.

Sampai bila nak bermusuhan,

lepas tu dok marah-marah kenapa dunia tak pernah aman.

Fikir-fikirkan lah :)

Aku nikahkan dikau..

2010-11-06T20:32:00.001+08:00

Harini dah 6/11, means 22 hari lagi before abang aku akan jadi husband orang. Semalam dia balik, jumpa dia, borak borak, gaduh gaduh, manja manja dengan dia, rasa mcm tak percaya pon ada, yelah abang aku dah nak kahwin. Aku anak bongsu, aku beza dgn abang aku 7 tahun, so mcm agak manja lah kan. Plus dalam adik beradik aku, abang aku yang sulung ni lah baik dgn aku, kakak dgn abang aku sorang lagi tu suka buli aku. Ingat lagi masa tu dorang dah sekolah menengah, aku still sekolah rendah, abang aku no 3 dgn akak aku selalu tag team untuk buli aku. Rasa mcm nak tarik rambut sorang sorang haha! Dulu kalau aku merajuk malah sampai sekarang pon, abang aku yg sulung tu akan pujuk aku. Memang dia pandai pujuk aku, dia lembut sgt (bukan lembut bapuk ok haha) sampai aku ok. Tapi dia pon suka buli aku jugak, eh bukan buli tapi mengusik. Suka tarik rambut aku la mcm mcm la lepastu kena marah dgn aku eh bukan marah membebel, dia tengok aku membebel lagi dia suka haha ngek. Lepas tu kan, benda ni adik adik jangan ikut tau. Kitorang adik beradik mcm ada tradisi usik usik pelik sikit. Kalau nampak dlm tv ada monyet ke ape ke kitorang akn ckp tu abang aku no 3. Kalau nampak gajah ke badak ke kitorang akn cakap tu kakak aku atau abang aku yg sulung. Kalau aku? Dorang panggil aku monyet jugak! Haha tapi kitorang tak kisah pon, sbb gurau gurau mcm tu la eratkan lagi kitorang. Dulu aku selalu gaduh dgn kakak aku, kalau aku guna barang dia matilah aku, seminggu dia taknak ckp dgn aku! Abang aku yg no 3 tu pulak garang tau zaman sekolah, yela dia duduk MRSM, so mcm jarang jumpa dia, jarang nak bonding dengan dia, dia selalu marah aku. Aku ckp pape mesti dia tak suka, dia marah. Abang aku yg sulung pulak suka tegur aku pakai baju pelik pelik! Kalau dulu aku pakai tudung tak pakai anak tudung, kena bebel la dgn abg sulung aku tu. Thanks to him, now tak pernah aku keluar tanpa pakai anak tudung! Hahaha

Tapi sekarang dah lain, akak aku dengan aku pon dah baik, sekarang semua cerita aku bagitahu dia, sebab kalau dulu dia suka perli kalau aku cerita pape, kadang kadang dia taknak dengar pon. Hoho tapi now share semua cerita dengan dia, nak pakai barang dia pon dia bagi. Dengan abg aku no 3 tu pon dah baik sangat2, kalau dia balik selalu aku keluar dgn dia, cari hadiah untuk mak ayah, beli barang untuk aku, well dia je yg dah keje now, abg aku yg sulung & kakak aku still belajar, so best la korek duit abg aku no 3 tu. Hehoho. Kalau time raya dapat duit raya daripada abg no 3 aku tu mmg gila vavi punya HEAVEN la! Hehe. Dengan yg sulung pon baik, rapat je walaupun aku ni kadang kadang suka bebel tak tentu pasal kat dia. Aku tau aku ni kadang kadang jahat dgn adik beradik aku, dorang cuba tegur nasihat aku, tapi aku pergi bangkang tah pape, dorang lak kena bebel dgn aku. Huhu. Tapi aku sayang dorang, and now abang sulung pulak dah nak kahwin.

Aku mcm taknak terima hakikat yg lepas ni time raya abang aku akan gilir gilir beraya dgn kitorang. Dah la bakal isteri dia tu orang Johor, kalau nak ulang alik time raya memang tak lah kan. So aku mcm agak sedih la kan bila fikir, lepas ni sape nak manjakan aku lagi. Takkan aku nk mengada depan bakal kak ipar aku tu (walaupun dia tahu aku mmg mengada). Saham kena jaga beb! Haha. Sedih la, lepas ni abang aku akan kongsi kasih sayang dia dgn adik adik ipar dia, aku bukan lagi adik bongsu dia, dia da adik adik lain. Waaa pedih pedih pedih! Lepas ni abang mesti jarang balik rumah, yela kan dah ada keluarga sendiri. Adoii cepatnye kitorang membesar kan. Tapi aku tak terasa pon semua tu, sbb kitorang adik beradik mmg rapat, and tetiba abang nak kahwin. Aishh abang dah tua, aaaaaa :( Aku ok je dgn kak ipar, dia pandai tau, so dia selalu bagi nasihat dkt aku. Andd, dia lagi slim daripada aku, cincin kahwin dia pon aku pakai agak ketat! Haha.

Tapi aku tahu, mcm mana aku takle terima hakikat pon, benda tu akan jadi jugak. Aku happy sangat abang dah nak kahwin, aku mengaku satu tahap dulu aku pernah tak boleh terima langsung benda ni, tapi fikir punya fikir, mak ayah pon banyak kali terangkan, aku makin rasional. Aku excited je beli barang barang abang, tak sabar nak tunggu saat abang sah jadi suami kepada Kak Wani :) Meme doa abang bahagia sampai akhir hayat, meme sanggup tolong jaga anak abang nanti tau tau! Hehe. Adoi lahh, kenapa lah hidup ni kena kahwin tah. Eh chopp, gila lah cakap kalau aku taknak kahwin nanti! Haha tah pape kau meme -___- Btw sekali lagi nak jemput, sape kenal aku datang lah rumah aku nanti 4/12/12. Aku sedia layan korang. Tatata

Tetiba gedik nak menaip

2010-11-04T01:23:00.003+08:00

Tadi pergi jalan-jalan, masih mencari barang-barang untuk kahwin abang. Ini Kelantan bhai, sorry to say tapi susah kot nak jumpa benda yang cantik DAN harga berpatutan. So misi mencari masih berjalan, mencari ye bukan mencarut. Ingat nak keluar negeri cari barang, tapi mak ayah sibuk, susah nak cari cuti, so terpaksa menggeledah setiap pelosok Kelantan demi mencari barang perkahwinan abang. Jalan punya jalan, dari jam 6 petang hingga jam 10 malam. Berhenti satu tempat untuk makan, supermarket lah kan. Mak beli la cream puff dekat kedai bawah tu kan, lepas tu makan2 rasa basi. Mak pon pergi lah dekat mamat jual benda tu, mak complain, mamat tu boleh pulak tanya mak 'nak duit balik ke?' Alahai awat laa lembab ngat pala hotak hang wehh, bukan nak mintak maaf ka apa, dah takkan mak aku jawab 'nak nak'. Mak aku just pesan jangan jual dah, kang ada yang tertipu. Aku tak perasan masa balik tu dia still display tak benda tu, kalau ada memang tak halal lah hasil jualan dia tu, wallahualam T.T Lepas habis makan mak ayah nak naik atas nak pergi cari Yaasin untuk letak dalam goody bags, aku tunggu lah penuh tekun dekat foodcourt tu. Phone dua2 tinggal dalam kereta, tapau phone ayah, nak call Ariesya. Makcik tu tak angkat pulak. Sudahnya, aku mcm budak kena tinggal la dok sibuk mata melilau tengok sana sini. Tetiba kan, ada kan, sekumpulan mamat ni, duduk meja depan aku. Huahua muka mcm Nicholas Saputra weh! Tapi rambut pendek lah. Seat dia betul2 depan aku, huahua cuci mata jap XD Then call Ariesya dia angkat, tertidur rupanya mangkuk tu. Aku pon cerita pasal mamat depan aku tu, dia pulak eksaited terlebih, siap suruh kirim salam, buruk perangai sungguh. hahaha. Lepas tu mak ayah turun, kami pon menuju ke kereta dengan penuh gayanya walawey.

Dalam kereta aku dok mengamuk dengan ayah taknak balik lagi, yela mak ayah selalu kerja je, aku dok rumah, nak jugak bonding time dengan mak ayah tercinta kan. So aku request pergi pantai hoho. Sepanjang perjalanan gelap gelita je, apehal tak banyak lampu jalan pasang? Ah peduli apa, aku tak duduk kat situ pon (gila cetek pemikiran aku kan) So sampai lah PCB (Pantai Cinta Berahi) Masih banyak warung bukak, lepas tu aku nampak ada pak haji pakai kopiah duduk berdiri dekat atas batu batu pantai tu, dalam hati aku dok agak mesti mereka tu orang yang tolong pantau kot kot ada belangkas melekat tepi pantai tu kan, lepas tu ayah pon parkir la kereta, aku nak turun jap, amek angin. Aku pasang torchlight guna phone murah aku tu, tersuluh pulak belangkas tepi aku. Perghh ada jugak, aku ingatkan pakcik kopiah tadi jaga pantai. rupanya idak la ye. Aku pon lepak atas batu, tengok ombak. Gila kuat, tetiba teringat cerita 2012. Huhu. Terpandang kanan, nampak lagi belangkas pegang tangan. Eh jap, belangkas ada tangan eh? Haha lu pikir la sendiri. Aku pon layan la perasaan aku, duduk situ, dalam gelap ye, takde lampu, patut la mereka mereka itu suka pantai di malam hari. Tengok ombak, bau ombak, bunyi ombak, aku sukaa :) Sumpah tenang je rasa, rasa percik air dekat muka, tenang ohh. Then tak lama lepak, ayah ajak balik. Aku pon dengan berat menapak masuk kereta, dengan niat dalam hati ' nak ajak girlfriends lepak sini nanti malam2 hoho!' Ok tu je, bosan kan? Dah pesan awal2 tekan jugak button tu. Huahua jemput datang kenduri rumah aku 4/12/10 nanti. Tatatata

As busy as a bee

2010-11-03T15:38:00.000+08:00

Im so sorry I don't have the time to approve any of the requests

Note this : I don't approve strangers

So my process of approving people would be hell complex

Thank you for reading.

Ini cerita pasal sekolah saya :)

2010-10-25T23:58:00.003+08:00

19 OCTOBER 2010

Bangun seawal jam 6.00 pagi tepat, biasalah 'semangat' nak hadiri MUET kan. Mandi, solat, bersiap. Janji dengan Ariesya jam 6.45, aku ni cepat-cepat la tergocoh-gocoh conteng eyeliner atas mata, check slip exam bagai. 6.45 ingat nak keluar, tapi Sya senyap je takde text takde ape, aku tunggu dalam rumah dulu. Then around 6.50 macam tu, aku call Sya. OTW katanya. Aku pon tergedek gedek lintas jalan, sebab ayah cakap lagi lewat lagi jem jalan, so aku dengan berbaju kurung BINTIK BINTIK hitam putih dengan shawl hitam in which ayah cakap mcm nak berkabung, pergi la lintas jalan. Pandangan orang jangan cakap la, asal lalu je pandang. Bukan sebab lawa, tapi pelik asal perempuan pakai baju kurung hitam berdiri tepi jalan. HAHA me for that -__- Then around 7.15 baru la si minah Sya tu sampai. Hahhh bayangkanlah berapa lama aku tercongok kat tepi jalan tu, ingat nak bebel, tapi datang2 terus minah tu buat muka comel, terus tak jadi. Hoho 7.32 macam tu aku sampai dekat sekolahku cintaku SMK ZAINAB 1 (ZS), Sya dropped me there sebab dia punya MUET dekat SIC which is bersebelahan ZS. For your info, SIC tu all BOYS school and ZS ni all GIRLS school. So berjiran pulak tu, memang ramai la couple antara dua sekolah ni. Tapi tapi aku tak termasuk ok, hehehe :) Sampai sampai tu dalam hati tetiba rasa sayu, yelah setelah berapa bulan aku tinggal sekolah tu, sumpah memori menggamit kembali. Aku pergi pejabat nak tanya MUET buat dekat mana, aku terpandang Laman Info, bilik kaunseling which was tempat buat latihan Addmaths and tempat bergelak guling dengan girlfriends, sumpah rindu. Then pergi Balai Puteri ke ape tah nama dia, jumpa Fatie, Susue and others. Muka pucat ni, kaki terketar-ketar naik blok Lab Bio. Aduhh tempat betul-betul tepi blok kelas aku tahun lepas, blok form 5. Pandang bawah, nampak kelas aku, 5 Damai, tersenyum sorang-sorang, ingat memori lagi. Then kitorang pon masuk la bilik kuarantin, aku ni skema, so dalam tu aku duduk la dengan orang yang angka giliran lepas aku. Dia budak Law Shah Alam, so dalam hati aku dah macam 'mati laa, sah-sah aku kena goreng dengan dia ni'. Aku purapura ok lagi. Then bila sampai turn, aku first group, sama dengan Fatie pulak tu! Aku dah ketar macam nak pengsan dah masa tu, awal awal lagi aku cakap dah aku taknak buat dengan Fatie sebab dia terror gilaaaaaa kot! Tapi nak buat mcm mana kan, nak taknak terpaksa la jugak. Together with me Farahin which was my classmate and course-mate dekat Merbok. So pre-lawrian vs Fatie si budak science. Hehe. Taknak cerita banyak la apa jadi masa MUET tu, sebab aku tak ingat apa aku cakap sebab aku gila nervous, aku cakap je apa aku mampu tapi yang pasti Tina tak silap aku nama dia aka budak Law Shah Alam yg kawal discussion. Risik punya risik, debater rupanya zaman sekolah dulu, patutlah pon. Tahniah by the way, awk rocks la Tina! :)

Dah settle MUET, Farahin and Tina minta diri nak balik. Aku nye awal awal dah pasang niat nak tawaf satu sekolah dulu, nak jumpa cikgu-cikgu semua memandangkan aku tak jumpa mereka dekat 10 bulan kot. Yela masa result pon mana aku pergi, mak ayah aku yang ambil result aku. Terlampau cuak la katakan, aiseh teruk gila oh. Haha. Then dapat pulak mesej daripada Sya cakap yang turn dia lambat lagi, aku pon melangkah la dengan Fatie buat lawatn sekitar sekolah. Pergi bilik guru, jumpa Cikgu Rosha, cikgu Sejarah aku. Dia cakap aku slim ohh, gila bangga. Haha salam salam semua, cikgu bagi kata-kata semangat, then kitorang pon mintak diri. Then jumpa Ustazah Jasmani, dia ajar aku time Form 4. Dia pon rock jugak, entah kenapa ustazah aku semua macam sporting gila, dalam kelas tak gelak terguling tak sah. Then jumpa Teacher Puteri, terharu gila dia cakap dia still ingat aku sebab dia sempat ajar aku EST jap masa Form 4. Hoho. Then dari jauh aku dah nampak Puan Hayati. Aku dah rasa something, aku tahan lagi. Then lepas habis borak dengan beberapa cikgu kat situ, aku pun laju je pergi kat meja Cikgu Hayati. Salam cikgu semua, first soalan aku 'Cikgu kenal saya?' Dia jawab "mesti lahh, mastura 4Cekal' Ya Allah sumpah aku mcm nak nagis kat situ, aku tak tahu kenapa tapi everytime jumpa Cikgu Hayati setiap kali tu la aku nak nangis. Aku hormat dia sangat-sangat, aku sanjung dia sangat atas segala ilmu dia bagi dekat aku sepanjang dia ajar aku masa Form 4. Masa Form 5 dia dah tak ajar, sebab pihak atasan suruh dia tumpu mengajar Form 6 je. Jangan silap sangka, aku bukan tak sayang cikgu lain tapi setiap daripada kita kan mesti ada cikgu favourite, so Cikgu Hayati lah salah seorang daripadanya. Cakap punya cakap, dia pelawa aku makan tapi aku tolak dengan baik sebab aku dah janji dengan Sya nak makan sekali. Last sekali cikgu mintak diri, dia ada kelas nak kena masuk. Aku pon salam dia, mintak berkat semua, then mintak diri. Tak tahu lah if dia perasan ke tak, tapi aku ada titik airmata masa tu, dengan harapan di dada moga dapat jumpa cikgu lagi :') Nak berjalan nak bercakap, kitorang pon pergi merempat kat kafe jap. Sumpah aku terkejut tengok makcik kafe yang sama, tak silap aku dengat cerita tukar tender kafe sebab previous one harga bapak mahal sial. Tengok tengok cehh, yang sama jugak. Tapi a LOT LOT LOT more bersih daripada dulu. Kalau dulu....hmphh. But now ok la, at least tak sia-sia Bonda simpan korang lagi makcik makcik oi. By the way, masa kitorang melepak dekat kafe tu, borak-borak dengan Ustazah Munirah, dia mmg sporting habis lah! Dia ustazah aku masa aku Form 3, zaman hingusan lagi. Hehe. Then jumpa Teacher Addmaths aku, Teacher Datin! Sesapa kenal aku mmg tahu aku ni 'favourite student' dia sepanjang dia ajr aku Form4 and Form5. Haha asal suruh jawab kat depan selalu nama aku kena panggil dulu. Tak boleh jawab kena kutuk la ape lagi. Haha tapi aku sayang dia, aku tak pula jasa dia ajar aku Addmaths, dia ni memang rock. Walaupun pegang status Datin, tapi sempoi gila. Cakap mcm budak2 muda je, dah la kecik je, comel gila. And dia cakap aku kurus, dia ckp aku makin kecik! Haha bangga jap :D Borak punya borak, makan punya makan (well makan roti je pon) Umi Fatie pon call cakap otw nak amek Fatie. Aku pon teman Fatie pergi main gate, lalu lah depan dewan. Teringat lagi, zaman choral speaking dulu. Tiap-tiap petang 'stay back', ambik kerusi panjang dekat laman warisan, then bila dah habis sesi latihan, aku dengan syasya mula la menjerit buli budak-budak row belakang simpan kerusi. Hehe rindu ohhh :/ Then teruskan perjalanan, hantar Fatie dekat main gate, aku pon berbekalkan roti di tangan & segelas plastik Teh O Beng, lepak jadi lone ranger jap dekat air terjun tepi hall. Bukak fb jap, tulis status semua benda, then decided nak pergi bilik guru lelaki, ingat nak jumpa cikgu kesayangan aku jugak, Cikgu Hasmaruddin. Dia ajar aku Physics, sumpah aku suka gila dia! Sepanjang aku bertanding Roket Air, aku selalu praktis dengan dia lah. Sebab dia jugak la aku suka gilagila Physics kot! Kawan-kawan aku jahat, ckp aku suka dekat Cikgu Hasmaruddin, haha gilo. Tapi Cikgu Hasmaruddin mmg HOT kot, sebab tu ada senior aku tergila-gila kan dia! :D Pergi la aku ni bawa langkah naik tangga, ketuk pintu, cari Cikgu Hasmaruddin, then cikgu lain cakap dia ada kelas. Aku hampa, takkan aku nak daki setiap kelas kat ZS nak pergi cari dia kan? Aku pon turun kletuk kletak dengan hampa, then nampak Cikgu Norida. Haa dia ni ajar aku KH masa Form3, and dia juga kawan ayah aku masa kecik-kecik. Dia nampak je akuu, terus tarik tangan aku, soalan pertama tanya 'awk dpt berapa SPM?' HAHAHA gila straight punya soalan. Aku pon ckp la 'alaa cikgu ni, tanya la saya kat mana je sekarang, tak guna tengok past' Haha then aku pon borak2, dia pon ajak aku makan kebetulan dia tengah sedia makanan untuk pelawat datang dengar seminar ape tah dekat Bilik Wawasan. Aku sumpah terharu sangat2, bayangkan lah dia rangkul tangan aku, bawa aku masuk dlm bilik memasak, hidangkan aku karipap & sandwich, and siap tanya aku lagi 'awak minum nescafer tak?' Aku mcm nak nangis kat situ jugak. Dalam tu ramai lagi cikgu lain, tapi cikgu lower form so aku mcm tak rapat sangat. Cikgu Sally pon ada tahu, dia still ingat dia ajar aku Sejarah masa Form4, masa tu gred aku gila teruk hahaha :D Then aku pon makan la walau selera takde bukan memilih ke apa tapi masa tu sumpah aku mcm lemah sebab gila terharu and sebak, tak sangka cikgu-cikgu ni walaupun dia dah tak ajar kita tapi dia still ingat kita, kita ni je kadang-kadang sombong, tengok dorang sebelah mata je bila dah habis sekolah :( Aku sentuh sandwich 2 keping, karipap sebiji, then teguk nescafe sampai habis, then basuh pinggan. Oh lupa nak cakap, masa kat depan bilik masakan jumpa Rahil, junior choral speaking member aku, tak sangka dia still kenal aku. Then aku mcm dengar sayup2 dia panggil Syifaa semua tapi aku mcm kalut dengan cikgu masa tu. Eh kak meme nak minta maaf tau kalau korang ingat kak meme sombong ke apa, masa tu kalut la sayang, kak meme tak perasan sangat pon apa jadi. Kak meme ingat korang, kak meme bukan sombong tau :( Nanti ada masa kak meme pergi lagi kayh? Masa tu cerita dekat kak meme latest gossip pasal ZS! HAHA :D Oh sambung balik, lepas basuh pinggan semua aku pon mintak diri, Cikgu Norida peluk aku, and aku pon salam dia. Then sayup aku nampak Cikgu Aminuddin, aku pon lambai dia, aku rindu dia! Dia ajar aku BM masa Form5, and aku pulak guru muda BM, so selalu lah kena jawab soalan dia dulu-dulu. Haha cikgu makin kurus now, mata yang sepet pon makin sepet. Comel oh! Hehe :p Tapi mcm kurus sgt la cikgu, pipi pon dah cengkung, rindu cikgu tahun lepas, pipi kita sama tembam! Haha dengandia tak borak lama sangat, sebab dia ada kelas. Then lepas habis bual dengan Cikgu Aminuddin, aku pon bergegas pergi Koop, nak cari Teacher Nani! OMG SUMPAH AKU RINDU AND SAYANG TEACHER SANGAT3! Aku masuk2 Koop, tanya dia ada tak. Kak tu cakap dia baruuuuuuuu je keluar beli barang, it was like 5 minutes ago dia cakap. Pffttt! Aku mcm terkejut, ralat sangat, aku gilagila nak jumpa teacher. Dia ajar aku English Form5, dia jugak bimbing aku masa SIR tahun lepas, dia pon bagi support masa choral speaking kitorang before ni. Masa mula-mula dapat dia untuk mengajar kitorang, semua kecut perut. Dia garang, org la cakap. Aku pulak guru muda untuk subject dia, kalau buat literature mesti kena baca jugak The Pearl tu. Salah pronounce mati la kitorang! Haha gurau aje, tapi dia bila kenal tak la garang, kelakar ada la, Teacher Nani tegas je, and dia lawa. Aku suka smoky eyes dia, and aku kagum dia sangat-sangat. Kalau reading, dia marah kitorang cakap slanga Amerika, sebab dia ajar cakap slanga British, sebab tu Nurin selalu kena perli sebab slanga Amerika kuat sangat. Takpe yin, ado stail tuh! Haha :) Then aku pon dengan langkah berat menapak la keluar Koop, ingat mcm nak text je teacher cakap nak jumpa, then tetiba Sya text cakap dia dah sudah MUET. Aku pon kletuk kletak jalan keluar meninggalkan ZS, sambil ingatkan balik memori aku sepanjang dekat situ. Aku tak sangka aku boleh survive dekat situ, memandangkan before ni aku sekolah campur. Aku tak sangka aku boleh cakap fluent Kelantan now even masa mula-mula datang sepatah haram aku tak reti, well sikit-sikt reti la. 3 tahun dekat situ, macam macam aku dapat. Paling berharga selain ilmu aku timba kat sana adalah kawan-kawan aku, gewe-gewe aku. Sape lagi teruskan tradisi kitorang, keluar hangout mesti berbelas orang sambil kereta konvoi 4 5 bijik? Sape lagi teruskan tradisi kitorang walaupun dah berpecah masuk IPT semua tapi ada cuti akan organize event panggil ramai-ramai? Sape lagi teruskan tradisi kitorang buat video tribute dekat dinner akhir tahun sampai semua menangis? Siapa buat baju kenang-kenangan untuk THE WHOLE BATCH INSTEAD OF UNTUK KELAS JE? NOBODY BUT US! Aku sayang korang semua, aku sayang SEMUA warga ZS. Makin hari makin banyak aku dengar kejayaan ZS, tahniah to our beloved BONDA yang kerja keras untuk semua tu. Tanpa Bonda takdelah title sekolah Kluster tu, tanpa bonda siapalah kita warga ZS ANDD tanpa cikgu-cikgu mana lagi nak datang kejayaan tu. Haih aku rindu zaman sekolah, aku rindu. Kalau lah boleh undur masa.. Juniors, teruskan legasi kita ye. Hargai kawan-kawan yang ada andd sekolah kita, sebab bila awak semua dah masuk IPT, percayalah awak akn rindu sgt zaman sekolah :) Ok lah, enough membebel, harap terhibur baca. SEK KITO JANGEY PECOH! :)

MTC016

2010-09-29T02:17:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Saya post entri ni dalam keadaan terpaksa.

Terpaksa tahan mata demi MTC016.

Terpaksa post untuk hilangkan sedikit stress.

Terpaksa fikir bagaimana menahan kesejukan di dalam exam hall esok.

Terpaksa risau akan eyeliner yang hilang, apa aku nak calit kat mata esok?

Terpaksa biarkan rumet tidur dalam keadaan lampu terpasang gara-gara aku mahu study.

Terpaksa fikir barang-barang masih belum dikemas.

Semuanya terpaksa, semuanya tanpa rela.

Semuanya, semuanya.

2010-05-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

ALHAMDULILLAH!

Asasi Undang-undang UiTM

Over kah saya post di sini?

Maaf lah, tapi hormon gembira saya sangat gedik sekarang!

Dear mak & ayah,

InsyaAllah meme akan tebus kesilapan lalu.

InsyaAllah meme tidak akan hampakan mak ayah lagi,

meme sayang mak & ayah!

Thank you Allah :)